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Thursday, July 14, 2005
10:54 AM

c o n t i n u e d d . .

haha. yah. my big bro goes bla bla bla.. he actualli did knock senses into my BRAINS~ he neither support nor oppose me but merely told mi his experiences and opinions. am rather glad tat i actualli did hear him out. im now less enthusiastic larh. wad he said demoralised me ALOT but i tink in a way or another. he's realli right. sighs* so i better think it over once again...

aniwaess. as i was sayingg. my second bro came to tok to me rite. yah. so he started off by "ahh. ni gang cai yao jiang shen me.. ji xu jiang. wo yao tingg.." yahh. how nice he tok to me but i gave him a reply like "haiyaaa. mei you la~ wo bu yao jiang liao.." den he went on "ni gen wo jiang lar.. ni jiang hua jiang dao yi ban jiu han.. ni ye yao jiang gei wo ting rang wo xiang xing ni maa.." yah. i decided to drop tat topic larh. cos after hearingg wad my big bro say. i tend to lose my own stand.. i dun wanna be so positive abt my thinkingg animore. so i go "iya. wo bu yao jiang lerr." so we changed topic.. yah. u noe we dun usually tok. as in conversation or something larhh. u see he's those heck-care-abt-u attitude in the past. but ytd.. we chatted. he told me like every detail or his work. den we tok abt my past factory work. den bla bla blaa.. haha. how niceee...

okie. den earli in the morning today. my mum woke mi up to go market to eat porridge with her. am realli tired to the extreme larh. but i felt obliged to accompany my mum. so i draggggggg myself outta bed. its realli nice~ haha. porridgeeee. yah. normally our breakfast is like those ban mian lah. char siew rice and stuffs. those quite 'heavy' food which settles our both breakfast and lunch. haha. den after tat. my mum is SUPERRRRRR cute larh. she say she bring me go plae game.. haha. so we walked walked and walked.. den she brought me to the 4d station. and she asked me to plae the spinning thing on the com. there. super cute larh. i tot wad game she's bringing me to plae lah. cos she told me dun nd money.. nd ur hand to press only. haha. well. we were like playing playing lahh. den the 4 digit will come out. yah. if u all dunno can go try. haha. quite bo liao actually.. hehe. yeppppp. so home i am now! shall find something to do later on. blog tonite! seeyaaa~

ohyaya. happi bdae peijun! haha. stay happi~ and dreamss come true! ((=

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